University is to start on Monday 11/08/08. Olympic games have already begun since yesterday. as from tomorrow i ll start night duties. and there is hua yu course too on saturday.The holidays went by, sometimes i felt they were too heavy coz i was missing university. and now that uni is to begin, am not in the f++kin mood of studyin. but ultimately i ll have to attend the classes coz 'inn payé pou sa'.
the money factor. everything in this f**kin world is done for money. work, eat, drink, study, dance, pray. damn. and i hate the money factor even more when am myself in financial constraints. selfish u would say? yes i am bcoz wen am well off, these things dont come in my mind. shame on me.
another shame-on-me factor is my results: my Cummulative Preference Average ( that s wat CPA stands for me, right or wrong, i dunno) plummeted from 62.57 to 57.17. unbelievable but its true.
 and obviously am the one who is responsible at 90% for that downfall. and u no wat? i know wat is the cause of my downfall. MY OVERCONFIDENCE. i always believe in my head that am invincible and that is the greatest lie i told myself.
this academic year am tryin to mend my attitude and my way of doin things. and that s an uphill task man, believe me. hopefully i ll be able to redress the cpa and, atleast, bring it to wat it was. a first class seems illusionary, as the french reporter would say: 'n'ayons pas peur des mots'.   
shit case.

the dog.